semester break

I gotta start working on my final year project thesis but I still procrastinating. May be in my mind I always think there is pretty time for me to complete it. yeah I know it. However, if I keep doing this I'm sure that I will regret in the future.Not to call future but very soon I will get myself into hardship. I am undergraduate and currently pursuing my degree in local private university. After this short break I will fight for my very last semester in uni. should I appreciate and really enjoy my uni life? I know I will go through it once in my life and never take two. I hope that I can faster graduate. of course there must be a reason behind it, I want to make sure being exempted from ptptn repayment. the loan cost me a lot and if I get the good result I do not need to clear the debt when I enter work place. anyway all the best to myself I will try my best to get what I wish to obtain and gain. Never ever fail myself. Keep moving!

Gambateh

guilty

I feel guilty because I didn't fully utilized my time on my studying. Insteed, I wasted a lot of time in thinking those meaningless matter. I should focus on final and cannot let others small matter to distract my attention. Well it is already midnight and it is time to get into bed. I promise to myself I will really stduy tomorrow, again I'm not going to online tomorrow. Only three days left for me. Must believe that you can do it~ Gambateh~

Back~

Already went back after some time. :D
I had a weird feeling and very complicated. I can't bear mum's nagging and I used to stay in a quiet environment.
wondering what will happen after graduation...

The day B4 go back to my hometown

I'm supposed to study for tomorrow's midterm right now. However, I'm not in a studying mood instead, I'm in the mood to go back home. Yeah I know I should get back to reality after all. May be It has been a while for me to stay at kampar at least for this short semester. I refused to go back every week although I have enough time to travel between. Compare to my friend all were rushing up for their fyp, am I consider the lucky one? I don't know because I always worry and struggling in how to start the thesis writing, too many uncertainties in front of me and I used to stay at the same place and refused to move on. This is my weakness and I took too much time in over thinking a small matter. I should get rid of this yet I stayed at the original place now. well stop my nagging and go back to my study. Last revise for tomorrow's midterm.
~GAMBATEH~

1/12/2011

新的一个月份的到来，是否意味着新的开始，什么都有转机呢？我不晓得，可我衷心地希望一切会变得更好。所有的劣性请你远离我，我要控制我自己，而不是由你们来主导我的未来。加油！