B and E company job transition

It has been such a long time.
After working at e company for 3.5 years, finally I have taken a move to switch my job path. You will never understand how struggle I was in the past few months and now. I couldn't sleep tonight as I found out my own mistake at work. No one can be blamed but myself, should not so careless till I missed out that pdf in the email. To blame that guy ytl? Yes it's partly attributed by him. Yet I can't tell anyone that it's his fault. It's not the time to play finger pointing, I hope everything can go smooth till no one noticed this mistake as time goes and the goods can reach on time. If you let me to choose between career and relationship I will definitely go after career first.

生活逼人

You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

I thought after getting a job I can live in a way I want, but thing it just happened out of your thought. All the things they tend to come in sudden, even you couldn't take it, still you must continue your journey, this is called life. I hope can stay innocent and don't learn how to survive in this cruel world yet it is a dream.

生活依旧要过，我还是要过日子，告诉自己要加油，不要气馁，跟生活的压力与尊严拼过，我决不认输，奋斗到最后一刻。

没试过就放弃，这不是我做人的原则。

不要以为有了工作，你就能无忧

看到这句话，我还真的有很深的感触。以为自己找到了工作，就找到了人生的冲劲。可是，我真的害怕了，那消息来得突然，哭了几天还是得接受事实。老天爷，能不能拜托你保佑一切顺顺利利的，真的需要运气。如果能交换，我情愿拿我的来交换。

ESCAPE

I should brush up my English, though it doesn't bring any inconvenience to my current job now. However, I know if I wish to escape from the current lifestyle, I must learn as much as I could. I am thinking to get myself a English magazine every month so that I won't be left behind. 

It is never too late to learn! ^_^

I am surveying some MBA course now, plan to go pursuing my master degree after I work for few years. Not sure about how many years, probably two to three years. In fact I am trying to persuade myself keep moving, do not be afraid to try, you could learn a lot through your experience. After all, again I make a wish, wishing all my family members and friends stay healthy and happily everyday. Cheer up, girls!

彷徨

走在人生路上，难免会彷徨。偶尔，失去了方向，想找回原本的自己又谈何容易。踏上了不归路，该如何？我站在十字路口，看着来来往往的人群，不想迷失自己。

啊！莫非这就是人生？日子依然要过，我尽全力学习就好，把握当下的每一分钟，学习和观察人与事。 :)

A Good Start

I am quite happy, all of us got the job offers within one week. We have been unemployed for five months since we graduated. Although we can't predict our future, but I believe that as long as you work hard and willing to learn, the future in any field will be bright. Out of five of us, I am the only one step out from our field, others still work in related field, two worked as quality assurance and research in food company, and one in production line. Finally, God finally saw us and wish us all the best in our future. :)

I am going to start my work next Monday. Good luck! 

新的开始

自从拒绝了第一份工后，再也没能拿到任何一份工，厌倦了面试的生活。终于，这样的日子结束了。下个星期一，我正式开工了，虽然这并不是我所读的科范围内的工作，可是我相信勇敢踏出这一步是没错的。只要有勇气认真学习，我未必比他人差，若是需要这部分的qualification我也不介意去读相关的课程。

开心的，我接到那通电话的开心，我终于盼到了。其实，我喜欢的是这份工离我家很近，只要努力学习，我相信我在任何一行都可以的。加油~

另外，我的朋友也找到工了，恭喜她，还有另一个明天去面试，我衷心地祝她好运。其实，我究竟还是摆脱不了善妒这习性，为什么我总爱假设性地与他人比较。

有个顾虑，那是别人看我在啥地方工作的顾虑，可是我顾不了这么多了，我的前程掌握在我手中。人，年轻就要勇于尝试，犹豫了这么久，我还是踏出了那一步。呵呵，真好笑，但我不后悔我所读的这一科，因为怎么说呢，我还是读免费的，怎么说也是值。